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I still can't write anything positive, so sad. Oh yeah I found a great facebook group called "I hate Wisconsin" it's hysterical. One of the posts written by a Lawrence University student, I could have written it. Here is a taste:

"too cold
everyone is fat
everyone is white, there is no variety
everyone is old
no hot guys at all
too much cheese
too much beer
too much packers and football stuff
too cold again
boring. nothing, zero to do
plain..too common
everyone is middle class
no variety in anything
ignorant people
racist....they automatically hate the south
they mispronounce "bag""rag", etc
too smiley
depressing place...
too cloudy
too windy
no air conditioner
no mountains
the waterparks should not be here...
no celebrities ever come here
no fun
no excitement
this state is the worst mistake i could have ever made
ohh, but i will take off! so soon!
i cant stand this place

Wisconsin sucks!"

No matter how much good happens in the spring, summer and fall...it's so hard to remember those things when it is winter. I've heard about seasonal disorders that cause depression and for those of you who know me..I can be morose but not depressed.

Right now the streets, sidewalks, parking lots are thick coats of ice..not snow...ice. The emergency rooms are full of people who can't stand up.

I need an escape plan....it can be long term but I need out of here, maybe just a short vacation.