Every once and while I need to emote

Well, to start with I empathize with all humans who have to start a new job, new life, move after they have been a grown up for a long time and re-established themselves. Starting over and making new friends, job contacts, etc. is especially difficult, because their is a whole life that is not spoken of again. It is a death, a funeral needs to happen, a memorial service, and much grieving.

Then you get born again, I think I've been born again hmm hmm about 4 times. The only one that really made a difference was my spiritual birth, but the other 3 are almost as earth moving.

I care a great deal for all my new friends in WI, who have tried to make me feel welcome and included our family in their lives. But, lifelong friends as you will attest when you live long enough are stronger when they have watched you transition through so many changes. I've only got 3 years under my belt here so I've got my children's accomplishments now to focus on, they have things to learn about friends. I need to teach them.

I watched this movie the other night called "Outsourced", it was once of those movies that God uses to speak to me. I'm sure if you watched it won't impact you as much as me, but it was a great movie. Main theme, blend.

July 14th

I tweet, fb, blog, but I can't seem to get all my life communicated correctly. I think I'm going to write a book for the next few years about my life. I'm middle aged, with young children, still unsure of myself, still trying to find my path. Maybe it's a mid-life crisis, maybe it's because we never have enough money so I'm constantly tryin to make things happen. I sometimes wonder if we were more financially stable if I would be a calmer person, not bouncing from one thing to another. I actually don't think I'll ever know.

I have a new idea, this is for a small business in Appleton. (I don't know why I don't think bigger either) So I want to start a variety store, something downtown, that has a little bit of everything, but the look and feel of Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium. Kids would want to come there and it would be a place they remember when they grow up. I need financing, maybe I should go talk to someone.

More later....I'm taking the kids to go see Harry Potter.